Time and distance have always saturated our relationship. Time zones, miles, and wifi have been at the forefront of all that we are and possibly what could have been. Of course, a girl can dream, a girl can imagine, a girl can question the what-ifs. What began as "ugh, Bori, be cool, don't fuck this up" turned out to be quite a wonderful friendship. I feel grateful to have such an open mind that has been shaped through numerous experiences, times, and the different people I have encountered. I look forward to encountering many more, experiencing much more, though I do not anticipate more heartbreak. But one really does not have control over that. One, honestly, doesn't have control over much. I honestly can't believe that it's been almost two years since I had to let go of someone that I did not want to let go. It all seems like a blur as of now and I am happy to say that I have come to the point where I am ready for my next best thing. I have learned so ...
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