I'll be seeing you and grandpa for the last time on Monday. I had a brief conversation with my aunts today and they told me that this would be the last time. I've know this the entire trip. It's almost that moment, in a few days where I will only get this one chance to say all I need to say. I'm going to draft some things but my heart is breaking already. My sadness is overwhelming. How can I say goodbye when I'm not ready to? But isn't that the case many times? What do I even say? Is there really much more to say?
i breathe. i can't. i swallow. i choke. i yell. i lay silent. the world stays silent as my mind screams in my ears. running. sweating. heaving. the world stays silent as my heart lays dying. dreading. weeping. wishing. my secrets are no ones burden to bear. but mine to lay to rest. as i lay to rest.
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