Have Heart.
i don't think I have the capacity to be in a relationship with someone. Here are some reasons why.. 1. liking someone makes me fucking insane. Other than the fact that I think I am driving the other person insane, i am driving myself insane. 2. I feel uncomfortable. You know the feeling when you eat like 2 pizzas all by yourself then just lard out so hard on your bed? ( wait really? you don't know this feeling?) well, that's how it makes me feel. 3. do the benefits outweigh the costs? at this point this is going to be a hell no. 4. Reasons 1-3. I know that I am not a normal person, hence, things will NOT go normally for me. I know what I like.. i know what I don't like.. though i am secretly hoping that someone comes around that will change my mind, shake me with so much love and gentleness. My friend put it in such a good way. She told me, "people always say to 'show your best self' when in reality when you're in a position like that, you'...