How lucky am I to be loved by you? We met in the balmy summer of 2012. I turned 21 that summer- the summer I met you and I knew my life would never be the same. I was a keen young woman, looking for adventure in Madrid, knowing that I had to go to Paris to study for a bit. My friend recommended that I reach out to you as I knew no one in Madrid besides the person's couch I was crashing on and the front desk worker of the hostels I would switch in and out of. I remember walking down the halls of the Prado and Reina Sofia together. I distinctly remember the look in your eyes as you explained some of your favorite paintings. I remember the tamber of your voice. And all I yearned for was time with you. And I got time. I got those few weeks that summer of 2012 in Madrid with you. When I left you at the end of that balmy summer, there was turmoil within me. Leaving you felt like I had to leave a part of something bigger behind, a part that I didn't quite seem to know, but fe...
I smoked a cigarette and I thought of you. I remember the person I am when I am with you. I remember how I feel when I drink wine with you. I remember the smell of the air when I walk with you. You are my most beautiful memory. You are the one of the proudest parts of who I am. I love you, Madrid.
I watched your shoulders relax as I came to sit next to you, running away from others who were bothering my friend and me that Wednesday evening in Kona. There you sat alone nursing your beer as I ordered another drink at the bar. My first thought was, "Wow, this guy is cute". I never thought that a connection would be created, one that would change my night and let me experience a perspective-changing moment in life. Conversation was easy. You were easy on the eyes. You were warm. You were kind. You were what I needed. And in that moment of time, we were responsible to each other, two strangers from the Bay attempting to find a connection in an uncrowded bar by the ocean. We laughed. We drank. I sang. You were shocked. We kissed. Our body language turned into each other. I truly appreciated your presence, the way you made me feel, the way your warmth encompassed my being. There we walked on the beach, hand in hand, eyeing each other the whole way. We sat and spoke abo...
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